Friday, August 29, 2008

Sad

Today is a sad day. Nate Von Niederhausern in our home ward passed away. He was a Husband to Kristy, Father to two little boys, Casey and Clayton ages 3 and 1. He was serving as Elders Quorum President in our ward. He was diagnosed with lung cancer only 3 short months ago. My heart only feels sad at his passing. So sad for Kristy, and so sad for his sweet children. Especially little Casey. I try to envision myself explaining to Payton that daddy isn't here anymore..and CAnnot. I have been dreading his imminent passing for weeks hoping that we would be home. That did not happen. I am happy that he is now out of pain. However I have such a difficult time dealing with the tragedy of it all. I wish I had a healthier mind when it comes to death. I am quite frankly terrified of it. I live in fear of mortality everyday. Which sucks. I am working on it. Hopefully someday I will get there without having thought of it to much.(Do you believe in the secret?) I do. Today I wish I were in Utah. I thought I would be coming home for the funeral. Flights are SOOO exspensive so I will not be able to. Today death, mortality, and living in Dallas Tejas are a real bizatch. Night.

5 comments:

emily said...

So sorry to hear about your friend, Jamee. That is so sad for his family. I guess the Lord has a greater need for him in heaven.

emily said...

WHAT???? I was looking for your counter (29 days left) and saw that you are PREGO???!!! That is so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Congratulations!!!!

emily said...

ok, now I am confused because the little baby swimming in the uterus picture says you have like 500 days to go? So you are or you aren't?

JameeMaLee said...

Am NOT.. You are soooo funny:)

Cowan Family said...

Okay that is so Sad I have no idea what I would do.
I'm glad Emily cleared up the whole pregnant thing because I was wondering about that too.

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