Saturday, February 16, 2019

I forgot.

I literally forgot about this blog.
My blog.
Do people still write on blogs?
I just read a few posts, and I am like, "I wrote that!?" I wrote that.
Then there are the dozens of posts I wrote but never hit publish. Posts I wrote that remain unfinished. Lack of courage I suppose.
I love to write. But I quit.
Why? I think because it requires energy I haven't had and because there will always be someone who doesn't like what is written.
It is a vulnerable thing to do, to write. To be noticed. I don't necessarily like to be noticed. I am a social introvert. One who longs for authenticity. I'm rambling now.
You've heard the saying that humans are like a sponge. We absorb and absorb and absorb. At some point we are holding so much in we have to squeeze the sponge out to be able to absorb more-
of whatever.
It's freeing isn't it? To let it out.
I don't like to let it out in the office of a therapist. I think I prefer to let it out here.
I am going write again.
Starting now.
Or maybe tomorrow.
I am going to tell all the stories.
All of them.

The end.

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